I know I not suppost to remember the past.. but it always come to me.. keep coming... I believe there god beside me.. Always test me right now... I sure of it.. but i don't know why.. my tear keep drop none stop... Are this going to end.. everything sick have cure.. but can we make it vanish.. I don't want this kind of tear drop.. hoping something that never coming... Wha with me.. I didn't ever know what happen to myself where gone the spirit I got.. I too painful..